hidung penyek

where does the word hidung penyek comes from? till today, I'm still thinking of it. when i was a kid, my auntie, uncle, and cousins always called me with that name, hidung penyek. and now I wonder, is my hidung is really penyek...haha..

it's ok. if it is penyek, so let it be, if my hidung is mancung, maybe something else will happen, maybe i become a next top model, haha.

For those who read this, you should know, your hidung is not penyek. your hidung is okay. i just love to call it penyek even though it isn't. Juz love to see ur cute emotion when i'm saying it. Dont worry okay. your face is still fine n nice.


owh yeah, while i'm writing this article, i'm listening to our song. wonderful isn't it. one more thing, nasib baik bukan hidung yg terhantukkn, klu x mayb btul2 penyek..
ok..dont be mad...juz kidding...sori...hehe (smbl tutup muke ngn slimut)

p/s: i'm ready to be punch tomorrow...hehe..ditto

the word

you make fall in love with you
over and over again
everytime you say that word
that beautiful word
that magical word

what word is it?
hmmm
how should i describe it..
let me think...
hmmm

this is the only way for me to describe that word
which is
the word that make you feel joy
the word that make you feel happy
the word that make you want to live forever

so what was the word is it...hmmmmm
juz see the picture below...
and you know what word is it...

the day

today is the day
the day that i will never forget
the day that change everything
the day that make me feel happy

my love for you will stay forever and always
nothing can stop it
nothing can change it
With God permission
we will stay forever
till death do us apart

I still remember the day that we first met
my eyes keep staring at you
at that time
i never knew that you will be the girl
the girl that will always be with me
the girl that will make me happy for the rest of my life

as i read robert frost's the road not taken
i already knew
this is the right path
the right path for me
and the right path for you

Love

The first time I saw you
You were walking down the beach at night
With the waves bowing down to you In the bright moonlight
Well it must have been a signal from up above
'cause deep in my heart I knew that it was love

And it turns me on
Like when the sun goes down
And the moon comes up
Sweet, sweet love,
like no other man has been touched
By the simple process of love
I wish there were a way

To show you my love is real
But Webster hasn't found the words
To express how I feel
Well just like a river needs the rain to flow
You've warmed a heart that once was cold, with your love

Hero

Let me be your hero

Would you dance if I asked you to dance?
Would you run and never look back
Would you cry if you saw me crying
Would you save my soul tonight?

Would you tremble if I touched your lips?
Would you laugh oh please tell me these
Now would you die for the one you love?
Hold me in your arms tonight?

I can be you hero baby
I can kiss away the pain
I will stand by you forever
You can take my breath away

Would you swear that you'll always be mine?
Would you lie would you run away
Am I in to deep?
Have I lost my mind?
I don't care you're here tonight


I can be you hero baby
I can kiss away the pain
I will stand by you forever
You can take my breath away

I just want to hold you
Am I in too deep?
Have I lost my mind?
Well I don't care you're here tonight

I can be you hero baby
I can kiss away the pain
I will stand by you forever
You can take my breath away

You can take my breath my breath away
I can be your hero

early in the morning

i'm trying to be a better person
even though no one else believe in me
do i need them to believe me?
yes.
do i need compliment for all the changes?
no.
so what else do i need?
i need someone who understand me very well
who support everything that i need
making me smile everytime i feel down
making me laugh everytime i feel sad
so how i'm going to find this person who can make me happy?
the answer is simple
i already found her and she's been sitting with me all day
and her name is....................
u all know who is she..no need to tell u...

i miss u like crazy

I used to call you my girl
I used to call you my friend
I used to call you the love
The love that I never had
When I think of you
I don't know what to do
When will I see you again

I miss you like crazy
Even More than words can say
I miss you like crazy
Every minute of every day
Girl I'm so down when your love's not around
I miss you, miss you, miss you
I miss you like crazy


You are all that I want
You are all that I need
Can't you see how I feel
Can't you see that my pain's so real
When I think of you
I don't know what to do
When will I see you again

I miss you like crazy
Even More than words can say
I miss you like crazy
Every minute of every day
Girl I'm so down when your love's not around
I miss you, miss you, miss you
I miss you like crazy

I'll be There for you

The Moffatts

I'll be There for you Lyrics:

Saw you this morning,
with that look in your eyes
I hate to see you looking like,
you're lost and lonely

It isn't easy when you're all by yourself
Don't you worry,
I hear you 'cause I know what it's like
And if you look you'll find,
I got you on my mind 'cause baby

I'll be there for you
When you need sombody
I'll be there for you
When you want someone who cares
When you're down and feeling blue
I'll be there
I'll be there for you
When you call me, I'll be there

I wanna show you how good it will be
Never needed anyone the way I need you right now
You know you'll never be alone anymore
We can make it, together
It's gonna be all right
And if you look you'll find,
I got you on my mind 'cause baby

I'll be there for you
When you need somebody
I'll be there for you
When you want someone who cares
When you're down and feeling blue
I'll be there
I'll be there for you
When you call me, I'll be there

hmmmm

Some of my friends nowadays are acting weird but not toward me, but to someone who i really care about. How come something like this can happen. IF someone out there who hates me, just comes forward and talk to me instead of attacking someone who are not related to our conflict of interest. Come on la..be matured. You hate me just come forward. Dont be a jerk. To conclude this entry, I'm really sorry of what happen..

until death do us apart

Yes...I really love this line, until death do us apart.

confession

I don’t know how long it has been since I wrote my last entry. It’s okay because today you can read my new post. For the first time since I start blogging, this will be the first time that I would like to share with you about my feelings. I don’t even know where and how to start this topic. Maybe I’m ashamed of what I’ve done for the past 2-3 years. I played with their feelings. I know, what goes around comes around. I cannot undo what I’ve done. But all I need is forgiveness. I’m so sorry. Even though they forgive me, I cannot forgive myself for what I’ve done.

grief

5 stage of grief
1)denial
2)anger
3)bargain
4)depressed
5)acceptance

bye