S.O.P

what does SOP meant to you..
try to guess it first..
haha, i know u cannot

SOP is Sons of Politician..
haha, funny isnt it.
yes, i know.

Yes, i am one of the SOP
there is a lot of them in Malaysia,
n i'am glad to be one of them.

whaatttt????

10 reason why....

SEPULUH SEBAB DOA TIDAK DITERIMA

1} Mengenali ALLAH....tetapi tidak menunaikan suruhanNya

2] Mengatakan cinta kepada Rasul...tetapi meninggalkan sunahnya

3} Menbaca al-Quran...tetapi tidak beramal dengannya

4} Makan nikmat ALLAH ...tetapi tidak bersyukur denganNYA

5} Mengatakan syaitan musuhnya...tetapi tidak menentangnya

6} Mengatakan syurga itu benar...tetapi tidak beramal untuknya

7} Mengatakan neraka itu benar...tetapi tidak lari darinya

8} Mengatakan mati itu benar....tetapi tidak bersedia menghadapinya

9} Bangun dari tidur lalu menceritakan keaiban orang lain..tetapi melupakan keburukkan diri sendiri

10} Mengebumikan jenazah sahabat sahabat ..tetapi tidak mengambil iktibar daripadanya

p/s: so what shuld we do now, Allah knows best

whatttt

what should I do now..
hmmm..
guys..
help me..
what should i do now...

i dont want to sleep
i dont want to eat
i dont want anything

i juz want to be me..
yeah..

p/s: i dont know why i wrote this..haha
mayb sbb da lme x tulis pape kn..
x ingt lak kewujudan blog ni...

i'm not gay

i'm not gay
i'm not gay
i'm not gay
i'm not gay
i'm not gay
i'm not gay
i'm not gay
i'm not gay
i'm not gay
i'm not gay
i'm not gay
i'm not gay
i'm not gay
i'm not gay

p/s: i'm not gay

mau bikin lu sejuk jap

function tkp 1 adlh sbg ketua penyelaras
which is antr yg akn handle post2 yg byk ni
disbbkn kn skrg kerja x bergerak spnuhnye lg
dats y la function tkp 1 terstop skjp
n function anep adlh sbg perhubungan luar
mmg skrg ni byk gune die
utk mcm2 hal luar
which is lupe nk bgtau tkp 1 antr keje yg da bjln

diner terstop lme sbb KP die bermasalah skit
myb bukan skit tp sgt bermasalah
n slow...(^_^)
kp die tgh risau gak psl diner
tp slalu x ingt psl diner
haha....
agak truk byk la (melayu mudah lupe)
tp dlm mse yg sme still
risau...
myb sbb tkp 1 x ketuk kpale kp kuat2 kot..
kp ni jenis kene pressure skit
i love to work under pressure
so bg die pressure byk skit
br nmpk performance

acct sgt sori
bkn nye xnk bgtau tkp
juz lupe nk bgtau
yela
slalunye bile jumpe tkp dulu pun
x borak psl diner
borak bende len
tkp pun x ingtkn kp
kp mudah lupe

no worries
sok after taklimat fieldwork
nk jumpe sumer diner punye workers
sbb cuti sem ni
br kp die dpt fully function

n bile da nek cuti sem
br la function tkp 1 n 3 akn nmpk

dun worry

december

fieldwork to langkawi....
hmmm..
cant wait for it
i really wanted to go there
the last time i've been there was
10 years ago

i need to work very hard
i want to save some money
starting from today
i want to buy a very cool stuff there
i dont know what i wanted to buy
but if the handphones there is very cheap
i might get one for myself

i'm a gadget freak
waahh..
i love technology
its makes me alive
maybe i should fall in love with iphone
haha
just kidding

what i really wanted to buy is
perfume
hehehe
wahh
really cant wait for it
i need time machine
i want to travel through time
and go to the future

langkawi...see u next month

ketenangan....

alhamdulillah
rase cam tenang seperti sediakala
maybe sbb mngantuk sgt kot
sbb tu la jiwa cam kacau skit
wahaha

klaka la plak...
ttibe aku tulis dlm bhs ibunda
no hal r
as long as i'm a malay
i can do what i want

long live malaysia

ok..
smbg tgk citer house

the end

"Sitting in an empty room
Trying to forget the past"

i need to forget the past
i need to forget it now
i need to do it now
now..........
now..........
now..........

i need to moved on
now......
n now......

living in a lie

"I know what it takes to move on
I know how it feels to lie
All I wanna do is trade this life for something new
Holding on to what I haven’t got.."

this evening,
i just kept listening to linkin park's song
over and over again
i just dont know what to do anymore
so i stop listening to this song

then i watched lie to me
there is a scene where it sounds like this,
"which one is hard,
punching someone or living in a lie"

of course,
living in a lie
is very hard for me
i cant do it anymore
but i just dont want to say it

then i put on again the song
listen to it over and over again

change

this is my last post for today...
(x larat nk cr idea tuk tulis ari2)

i dont believe in second chance
but i do believe that people can change
coz i believe in change

Allah knows best

waiting for the end

Linkin Park

This is not the end
This is not the beginning
Just a voice like a riot
Rocking every revision
But you listen to the tone
And the violent rhythm
Though the words sound steady
Something emptys within em

We say yeah

With fists flying up in the air
Like we’re holding onto something that’s invisible there
Cuz we’re living at the mercy of the pain and the fear
Until we dead it forget it
Let it all disappear

Waiting for the end to come
Wishing I had strenght to stand
This is not what I had planned
It’s out of my control

Flying at the speed of light
Thoughts were spinning in my head
So many things were left unsaid
It’s hard to let you go

I know what it takes to move on
I know how it feels to lie
All I wanna do is trade this life for something new
Holding on to what I haven’t got

Sitting in an empty room
Trying to forget the past
This was never meant to last
I wish it wasn’t so

What was left when that fire was gone
I thought it felt right but that right was wrong
All caught up in the eye of the storm
And trying to figure out what it’s like moving on

And I don’t even know what kind of things I said
My mouth kept moving and my mind went dead
Picking up those pieces now where to begin
The hardest part of ending is starting again

All I wanna do is trade this life for something new
Holding on to what I haven’t got

This is not the end
This is not the beginning
Just a voice like a riot
Rocking every revision
But you listen to the tone
And the violent rhythm
Though the words sound steady
Something emptys within em

We say yeah

With fists flying up in the air
Like we’re holding onto something that’s invisible there
Cuz we’re living at the mercy of the pain and the fear
Until we dead it forget it
Let it all disappear

reminder

dont worry
i will never hating you
coz there is nothing to be hated
i respect u coz u respect my decision

leave it to our Creator to decide everything

i dont know what to say anything anymore
juz move on with our life

acceptance

this is what i want
after considered how broken i am
and how you are not really appreciating me
my final word is
No.

even though this is a very tough decision
this is for the greater good
for both of us

insyaallah
there will be a better man
for you
in a time to come

is this the end?

i'm happy to know that u still love me
even though you are not mine
yet, i'm still thinking bout u
hoping that the day before yesterday
really did not happen
but it already happen

smile without sadness
really suit for u
u will be my bucuk
forever n ever

i really dont know whether there is
a second chance or not
i believe everyone deserve a second chances
but i'm not ready to face another circle of mistakes

i just want the wonderful day begin as usual
everything happen around u have its very own reason
take it as a lessons
learn from it
you will still be my sweetest memory ever

Allah knows best

How could this happen to me

Simple Plan

I open my eyes
I try to see but I'm blinded by the white light.
I can’t remember how
I can’t remember why
I'm laying here tonight
And I can’t stand the pain
And I can’t make it go away
No I can’t stand the pain

How could this happen to me
I've made my mistakes
got nowhere to run
The night goes on as I’m fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

Everybody’s screaming
I try to make a sound but no one hears me
I’m slipping off the edge
I’m hanging by a thread
I wanna start this over again
So I try to hold
On to a time when
Nothing mattered
And I can’t explain what happened
And I can’t erase the things that I’ve done
No I can’t

How could this happen to me
I've made my mistakes
got nowhere to run
The night goes on as I’m fading away
I’m sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

I've made my mistakes
got nowhere to run
The night goes on as I’m fading away
I’m sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

let it begin

life is unpredictable
no one knows what will happen next

enjoy your day
and appreciate what you have right now

what past is past
dont think about it anymore

just let the wonderful day begin

Allah knows best

Free

my brother juz told me
i've got a simcard
which can be used for 3 month
and it is for free
for maxis only..

free sms, free call, free vid call
free internet, n so on
but for maxis and maxis only

hmmm
i dont know what to do with it
because it is no longer useful to me
better i give it to my brother

Allah knows best

in the morning

i opened my eyes this morning
and looked up at the rain
still thinking bout you

why something like this can happen
i should prevented it from happen
maybe i'm not good enough
to protected it from broken apart

however, i must accepted it
no matter what happen
because this is the part where the road not taken
and everything should be forgiven

i believe in my action
this is not for me
but for your own sake
for the greater good

Allah knows best

happiness for me

it is hard for me
but still
i can take it
experience always taught me everything
which means
I always learned from it

our sweetest memory,
i still keep it
try to remove it
but i cant
so,
i just let it be in my pandora's box
by hoping that someday
it wont be opened again

after all what i've said
i cannot undo it
so
the best thing for me is
to
make things right

i hope i've made the right decision
and
Allah knows best

today

i woke up this morning hoping for something that can make me feel better.
however, what i wanted today is not happening.
so i just accept the way it is.
i know someone out there who read this might feel pity on me..
haha..
dun wory bout it.
what happen today is nothing
it just a typical normal boring day for me.

what do i feel today,
hmmm
i have a mix feeling bout this.
but overall i'm ok.
because this is also what i wanted.
happiness for you.
dun wory and no need to be sorry.

so what next?
hmmm..
i'm still thinking of it.
hmmm...
now i know,
i can continue my dreams to become a politician.
this is my only dreams.
dreams that cannot be changed.

Allah knows best.

GOOD LUCK to you.

the new beginning

Acceptance is my biggest advantage
whatever happen around me
i still can accept it.
the best thing about life is
we dont know what will happen next
and all what we can do is
hope for the best.

sometimes we might feel that
this life is too difficult
so what should we do?
never run from it.
just face it.

sometimes we might feel sad with this life.
dont worry about it,
this is the best way
that our creator wanted to test you.

Allah knows best

Home

Chris Daughtry

I'm staring out into the night,
Trying to hide the pain.
I'm going to the place where love
And feeling good don't ever cost a thing.
And the pain you feel's a different kind of pain.

Well I'm going home,
Back to the place where I belong,
And where your love has always been enough for me.
I'm not running from.
No, I think you got me all wrong.
I don't regret this life I chose for me.
But these places and these faces are getting old,
So I'm going home.
Well I'm going home.

The miles are getting longer, it seems,
The closer I get to you.
I've not always been the best man or friend for you.
But your love remains true.
And I don't know why.
You always seem to give me another try.

So I'm going home,
Back to the place where I belong,
And where your love has always been enough for me.
I'm not running from.
No, I think you got me all wrong.
I don't regret this life I chose for me.
But these places and these faces are getting old,

Be careful what you wish for,
'Cause you just might get it all.
You just might get it all,
And then some you don't want.
Be careful what you wish for,
'Cause you just might get it all.
You just might get it all, yeah.

Oh, well I'm going home,
Back to the place where I belong,
And where your love has always been enough for me.
I'm not running from.
No, I think you got me all wrong.
I don't regret this life I chose for me.
But these places and these faces are getting old.
I said these places and these faces are getting old,
So I'm going home.
I'm going home.

nothing

the first sentence of hero's song..
"would u dance, if i ask u to dance.."

today, i saw a couple dancing in front of me. they dont know how to dance, but they still doing it. haha..very funny..

i never knew how to dance. but i learn how to dance before. how do i learn it? haha...its a secret, i dont wanna told you.

today, i eat a lot. why do i eat a lot? i eat a lot because it only happen when i feel hungry or worried. do i look worried to you or i look hungry..haha..dats the question right know.

what do i eat today.
hmmm..big mac, mcchicken spicy, coke, choc shake, mee hoon (is it mihun or bihun)...

big mac...hmmm yummy

and i feel my stomach is so full till now (8.22 pm)


and now i feel like i'm getting fatter (oh my god). starting from this night, i will eat when i'm hungry and stop eating when i'm full. dats a lot of work dat i need to do before i achieve this type of diet.

p/s: i'm dancing with my partner today(why r u saying like this jay, dont lie ok)