change

this is my last post for today...
(x larat nk cr idea tuk tulis ari2)

i dont believe in second chance
but i do believe that people can change
coz i believe in change

Allah knows best

waiting for the end

Linkin Park

This is not the end
This is not the beginning
Just a voice like a riot
Rocking every revision
But you listen to the tone
And the violent rhythm
Though the words sound steady
Something emptys within em

We say yeah

With fists flying up in the air
Like we’re holding onto something that’s invisible there
Cuz we’re living at the mercy of the pain and the fear
Until we dead it forget it
Let it all disappear

Waiting for the end to come
Wishing I had strenght to stand
This is not what I had planned
It’s out of my control

Flying at the speed of light
Thoughts were spinning in my head
So many things were left unsaid
It’s hard to let you go

I know what it takes to move on
I know how it feels to lie
All I wanna do is trade this life for something new
Holding on to what I haven’t got

Sitting in an empty room
Trying to forget the past
This was never meant to last
I wish it wasn’t so

What was left when that fire was gone
I thought it felt right but that right was wrong
All caught up in the eye of the storm
And trying to figure out what it’s like moving on

And I don’t even know what kind of things I said
My mouth kept moving and my mind went dead
Picking up those pieces now where to begin
The hardest part of ending is starting again

All I wanna do is trade this life for something new
Holding on to what I haven’t got

This is not the end
This is not the beginning
Just a voice like a riot
Rocking every revision
But you listen to the tone
And the violent rhythm
Though the words sound steady
Something emptys within em

We say yeah

With fists flying up in the air
Like we’re holding onto something that’s invisible there
Cuz we’re living at the mercy of the pain and the fear
Until we dead it forget it
Let it all disappear

reminder

dont worry
i will never hating you
coz there is nothing to be hated
i respect u coz u respect my decision

leave it to our Creator to decide everything

i dont know what to say anything anymore
juz move on with our life

acceptance

this is what i want
after considered how broken i am
and how you are not really appreciating me
my final word is
No.

even though this is a very tough decision
this is for the greater good
for both of us

insyaallah
there will be a better man
for you
in a time to come

is this the end?

i'm happy to know that u still love me
even though you are not mine
yet, i'm still thinking bout u
hoping that the day before yesterday
really did not happen
but it already happen

smile without sadness
really suit for u
u will be my bucuk
forever n ever

i really dont know whether there is
a second chance or not
i believe everyone deserve a second chances
but i'm not ready to face another circle of mistakes

i just want the wonderful day begin as usual
everything happen around u have its very own reason
take it as a lessons
learn from it
you will still be my sweetest memory ever

Allah knows best

How could this happen to me

Simple Plan

I open my eyes
I try to see but I'm blinded by the white light.
I can’t remember how
I can’t remember why
I'm laying here tonight
And I can’t stand the pain
And I can’t make it go away
No I can’t stand the pain

How could this happen to me
I've made my mistakes
got nowhere to run
The night goes on as I’m fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

Everybody’s screaming
I try to make a sound but no one hears me
I’m slipping off the edge
I’m hanging by a thread
I wanna start this over again
So I try to hold
On to a time when
Nothing mattered
And I can’t explain what happened
And I can’t erase the things that I’ve done
No I can’t

How could this happen to me
I've made my mistakes
got nowhere to run
The night goes on as I’m fading away
I’m sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

I've made my mistakes
got nowhere to run
The night goes on as I’m fading away
I’m sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

let it begin

life is unpredictable
no one knows what will happen next

enjoy your day
and appreciate what you have right now

what past is past
dont think about it anymore

just let the wonderful day begin

Allah knows best