early in the morning

i'm trying to be a better person
even though no one else believe in me
do i need them to believe me?
yes.
do i need compliment for all the changes?
no.
so what else do i need?
i need someone who understand me very well
who support everything that i need
making me smile everytime i feel down
making me laugh everytime i feel sad
so how i'm going to find this person who can make me happy?
the answer is simple
i already found her and she's been sitting with me all day
and her name is....................
u all know who is she..no need to tell u...

i miss u like crazy

I used to call you my girl
I used to call you my friend
I used to call you the love
The love that I never had
When I think of you
I don't know what to do
When will I see you again

I miss you like crazy
Even More than words can say
I miss you like crazy
Every minute of every day
Girl I'm so down when your love's not around
I miss you, miss you, miss you
I miss you like crazy


You are all that I want
You are all that I need
Can't you see how I feel
Can't you see that my pain's so real
When I think of you
I don't know what to do
When will I see you again

I miss you like crazy
Even More than words can say
I miss you like crazy
Every minute of every day
Girl I'm so down when your love's not around
I miss you, miss you, miss you
I miss you like crazy

I'll be There for you

The Moffatts

I'll be There for you Lyrics:

Saw you this morning,
with that look in your eyes
I hate to see you looking like,
you're lost and lonely

It isn't easy when you're all by yourself
Don't you worry,
I hear you 'cause I know what it's like
And if you look you'll find,
I got you on my mind 'cause baby

I'll be there for you
When you need sombody
I'll be there for you
When you want someone who cares
When you're down and feeling blue
I'll be there
I'll be there for you
When you call me, I'll be there

I wanna show you how good it will be
Never needed anyone the way I need you right now
You know you'll never be alone anymore
We can make it, together
It's gonna be all right
And if you look you'll find,
I got you on my mind 'cause baby

I'll be there for you
When you need somebody
I'll be there for you
When you want someone who cares
When you're down and feeling blue
I'll be there
I'll be there for you
When you call me, I'll be there

hmmmm

Some of my friends nowadays are acting weird but not toward me, but to someone who i really care about. How come something like this can happen. IF someone out there who hates me, just comes forward and talk to me instead of attacking someone who are not related to our conflict of interest. Come on la..be matured. You hate me just come forward. Dont be a jerk. To conclude this entry, I'm really sorry of what happen..

until death do us apart

Yes...I really love this line, until death do us apart.

confession

I don’t know how long it has been since I wrote my last entry. It’s okay because today you can read my new post. For the first time since I start blogging, this will be the first time that I would like to share with you about my feelings. I don’t even know where and how to start this topic. Maybe I’m ashamed of what I’ve done for the past 2-3 years. I played with their feelings. I know, what goes around comes around. I cannot undo what I’ve done. But all I need is forgiveness. I’m so sorry. Even though they forgive me, I cannot forgive myself for what I’ve done.

grief

5 stage of grief
1)denial
2)anger
3)bargain
4)depressed
5)acceptance

bye